Un nuevo yo ..

And I feel great!

For the ones that know me from way back ..
You may have seen alot of change going on in the last 10 years ..
And no, I'm not talking about puberty! I'm talking about me .. mentally, spiritually and .. size wise!


Ok, Lemme take you to a trip down memorylane for a sec..

From the age of 10, I danced in an streettdance demoteam.
Every week we would practice 3 days in a row and I loved it! (Dancing is my passion)

During my teens I was one of the girls in the group with that "Dagg shawty" body and I didn't do much to maintain it! I just danced!
Really, I could order a Quarter Pounder supreme, 2 hamburgers on the side and a sundae after and I would still be bangin'. I did that for years and still be shining. At the age of 16, people would think I was 20 .. get the visual? BODY!

So 3 years later, after I stopped dancing, I started to see a certain change.
Now mind you, me being 5'2, with strong abs and a small waist, I would and could NEVER imagine that my body still could change. I actually believed that I was genetically formed like that and I'd stay that way UNTIL I DIED! The fat had no place to go then to my brain or booty! Well, I had to learn it the hard way.

At 19, my body just backflipped it on me, 'cause from that time on, my weight went from good to very bad! I had a belly and some hanging lovehandles to match it with. Yep, I was still sucking them Quarter Pounder supreme's like I was gon' train it off afterwards. Right, laying on my bed with icecream and a movie!

You know, I just .. I just couldn't face the facts that I truely couldn't eat all those things that I loved so much and that it was sooooo unhealthy to stuff yourself with all those treats!

To make matters worse: My boyfriend, at the time, was big eater too, so I had somebody to share my passion with! Besides, I already had someone to love, and he thought I was sexy .. so, keep them burgers, sundaes, cookies and chips coming, right?

WRONG!!

Ay mi madre! Did you ever felt , that in the back of your mind, you knew it was totally wrong, but you just CAN'T quite? Kinda sounds like a crack-head, huh ..

Years went by and my health went from very bad to so much worst! Still I couldn't face it .. I felt sexy! 'Cause boyfriend said so! I truely thought I was that same girl that could wear a size 4/6, until I saw hard reality ..

I had to shop for a size 14/16.

So after 5 years, I had an extremely bad breakup .. and because of that, I ate more x needed to carry all that weight .. Dude, I felt pity, remorse, pain and hate for myself. But I kept on eating for comfort. All my loved ones got really worried, except for me! Eating was everything: my homie, lover, friend. I couldn't just throw that away?!

But I had to! I was DONE! I made the concious desicion to lose SOMETHING! Myself or my weight .. I chose my weight! Goodbye Fat Frizzy, Hello Hubba Frizzah!

To you: Today, I dare you to move and change something that's totally buggin' you out! It can be relationship or a job or, like me, your weight .. Stop buggin; Do somethin'!
You know you can loose yourself if you DON'T make that change?! Look what happend to me!What you got to loose? Only yourself, right?

Now, I dropped 20 something pounds so far and I feel great!
My "Dagg shawty" body is coming back and I owe it all to the Lord! He helped me through it! I learned in those 5 months, that if you want to accomplish something tough and great, you got to include Jesus in it! He's truely the hope for the hopeless, 'cause believe me, I felt HOPELESS! He truely helped me to take a sabbatical from sweets x treats and showed me how to love myself again! Thank you Father!

And oooowh, how I love my girls! They went all the way with me and complimented me on keepin' it "healthsta"! And it paid off! You should see me now!

Uhm .. too bad I don't have a picture of my new body yet, but I won't leave ya hanging! It's coming soon! A special before and after-post!

I'll keep ya posted!

Till nxt writings!

*Mwah* Frizz