Gnaw ..

Kneelin', almost laid down

Covered it all types of things

wonder when it stops

when the blows will come to an end

I can't get up no more

'cause the punches get harder

Man I'm almost KO'ed

they push and drive me further,

Away

Someday

These pains will go astray

But someday seems so untouchable

another blow, so there I go

I need to lean

I scream, yell

I can't get up

Just did but fell

Can't cry no more

Just let me dwell

'Cause it's hard to get outta this shell

I never knew I'd fall so deep

in mindsets that don't make the change

The power that I need is still here

and will never go away

Why won't I grab it?

Why do I hesitate?

Does it seem unreal

Or a waist of time to hydrate?

I just don't know how

To take it by the hand

Please, help me Lord, I'm exhausted

Please help me understand ..

This thing called life/Your will for me.